Free

Ama do a little of free write and poetry <3 enjoy
Hey guys its your girl Trice. I feel so inspired from different directions and i wanna express that. Ima try this thing.. they call it free-writing. Im just going to use this blog to write from the heart. But from the heart... I feel like i have no sense of direction..

*I look each direction to find  previous footprint
MY own footprints, its been a while since..
since i traveled these broken rocky roads
im back at this again in circles.
sights, love, dreams.. VISION
so many choices, too dificult for one decision!
why does it feel like i traveled back in time
why am i racing against my timeline.....

You see guys its like this. My mind races against time.. every second that strikes the clock.. i feel as if i wasnt prepared. like... time is going on without me because... i stay behind in my regrets. So many things i wanna do but never did. I almost feel like i failed life or life has failed me. and dont realize in that moment i am truly failing only because i believe so... and i waste every moment in self-pity not acknowledging that the clock keeps ticking

*The clock moves without heart soul or mind
because it does not mind me nor love me
the clock is far from kind
it continues, flies by me.. runs over me,
The clock will kill, it murdered time!
this precious time of mine
but the clock ticks tocks about its way
it moves my body into another day
but my mind and soul is stuck on yesterday...

i guess my biggest trouble and regrets are based on love... you see yall.. i am the biggest B**** ... but im a sucker for love. But boy oh boy has this "love" CRAP been my biggest downfall. i love too hard i love too strong... sometimes loving someone else becomes my identity... "fxck love im tired of trying" -Tyga ; who even knows what Love is

*Love is what love wants
Love does as it taunts
precious love and its memories
its my dear love that hinders me
you see love has never done a damn thang
but love will hold its note as it sangs
'remember when you use to love me?
oh how our love was lovely'.
remember him,her, remember this
remember how good it felt to kiss
love... oh love.. ignorance is bliss
we  are left only to reminisce
cause love is no longer what it was
we reminsce because there is no us
love has no mercy, it holds its own twist
because love wants to be what  love is..
for the moment!

okay.. okay, so im a little emotional from these heartbreaks! so what?! I bet youre a bitter hag too! i just expressed it better than you! lol haha! I can't even go into details of the many stories in my life.. and it gets more into depth.. no ONE word can portray my whole lifestyle and life stories. too much has happened... but maybe thats what makes my life indescribable.. irreplaceable.. its what makes me.. ME ... and i love it! I promise my life gets more interesting! and if you wanna know. I'll tell you so... Just ask... and the stories begin


** if you have any particular questions about my life.. anything you want know ( doesnt matter how crazy )... ASK AWAY!** I keeps it realz... :) Go hard or go home! :)