Poetry Moves Me...

Paralysis

As he walked in the room I held my breath..
felt if i exhaled one more time i would have no oxygen left
I played cool, made no sudden movements.. and left no clues
Truth is.... I couldnt even move if i wanted to.
His presence paralyzed every muscle i had ever used.
almost like he remove my brains every right to choose.
So I swallowed hard and struggled to breathe as my heart builded up a race
Every second build a memory of every mistake i had ever made.
I believe it started the day I met you and made connection with your eyes
and it ended the day i left you, turned around and said goodbye.
A snap back to reality...  as he slowly walked out and finally he left
I panicked to catch my very breath
hmm Guess the side affect of love is ......
your presence will forever bring me PARALYSIS

Well this poem was definetly inspired by a past relationship! Ever had that moment when your ex or former significant other walks in the room... and your not sure if s/he feels it.. but that moment feels slowed down... you suddenly feel your heart beat in every part of your body.. and sweat drips into your pores. You wanna play hard to get or act mad cool  but make the biggest fool of yourself.. or even worse s/he  walks out of the room without even acknowledgeing your presence. Ex on your mind? Talk bout it.. Whats your percerption on being stuck on the ex...